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二合一
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突然提笔忘字了。
我曾经连续两个多月日日夜夜被困在这场梦里，闭上眼睛是这些画面，睁开眼的现实生活里依然充斥着这些画面。
关于这场噩梦，我不敢、我也无法用一段话概括，只能把乱七八糟的情绪都打包丢进照片里，祈求越模糊越好，模糊到没有人知道我在说什么就太好了。
这是一场非常痛苦的噩梦。
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我做了很荒谬的梦。我梦到父亲有了私生子，母亲发现了，大声地斥责着父亲。下一秒，父亲的头颅像烟花一般炸开。
醒来的时候，我浑身遍布着恐惧。恐惧的原因也并不是七窍流血的画面多么吓人，而是、在目睹梦中的父亲死亡的那一瞬间，我不知道我是该因为他的死亡而难过，还是该因为他出轨有私生子的事件愤怒。
那种纠缠复杂的情绪，也是现实生活里我面对家人们的情绪。
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